Mixed feelings

I'm having really mixed feelings about going to Malmö tomorrow. 

Kinda stressed about all the packing and getting to the train in time, but still I'm relieved 'cause I feel that I need a little mini vacation from my town. 

It was meant at first that we would go to the Avicii concert on Friday, but unfortunately the concert got canceled and we had already paid for everything, tickets, train,hotel and all.
So that's why it's gonna be a little mini vacation,lol! 

So the first thing I'll have to do when I get home is pack my stuff and make sure I won't forget anything.... 

Another thing I'm having mixed feelings for is my upcoming surgery,
I'm so extremely happy I can't really describe it in words and at the same time
I'm kinda scared being "put to sleep" on the surgical table and all. 

I wanted my parents to come with me but they couldn't take the day of from work.
 That's what scares me the most, being alone. 

Mata ne!