WARNING; may contain 'whining material'

I was actually thinking about writing this post in Swedish, but since this blog is in English I'll keep it that way. 

I'm so stressed about school and my graduation (which is soon to come) and it feels like I wont be able to finish everything. My head starts spinning and my stomach hurts so bad when I think about it, I almost feel like crying. 

I have to stop pushing everyone away when I feel this way, but it's really hard cause I feel bad when I pour my heart out to a friend or family member. One of my reasons for having this blog is to pour my heart sometimes. But mostly it's just for fun! 

I'm starting a diet tomorrow btw! 

I hope it works, I really do. But the day before my operation and a few days after I must "pause" the diet for a bit thought.
The days after the operation I probably wont be able to eat anything 'cause of the pain.

But I'll be worth it.

My operation date got moved a few days, but it may be good since mom can come with me that date. 

And today I WILL upload pictures of my things I got from
Rakuten and Pinkyparadise!

Derpy eye, that's why I covered it up haha..
Really hate when a decent picture gets fucked up by a little derp..

Mata ne!